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Shoulder-length dark brown hair. Must have a very good stylist.

She is the prettiest girl I have ever seen. I'm talking about the instant superficial attraction kind of pretty -- she has that wholesome, innocent (yet somehow, still intelligent) kind of look that's always caught my eye.

Personality-wise, she's so sickeningly sweet, I swear that had I met her just a few months ago, she probably would've prompted a spontaneous regurgitation on my part, but I found myself caught by how cheery her easy smiles make me.

And her name -- I've racked my brain for a while just thinking about how familiar it is. It is the kind of name you are sure you've heard elsewhere, but no matter how long you search your memories, you can't find any real trace of her -- yet, she's still there.

Okay. My worst fears have been confirmed -- she's taken. I always suspected it, just because.

This is a familiar place for me.

Now what?

This story ends with the worst betrayal I've ever had in my, thus far, short life. Let's just say that a certain friend of mine who knew about my situation decided to take the intiative on my behalf.

It's awful that as much as I'll try otherwise, I don't really see how I can trust the same way I did before.

I'm still thinking about how I'm going to control this situation. I've never been so humiliated, so powerless in my entire life. For someone who can be extremely guarded, this feels like having your guts ripped out.